clock says 2:41 AM, Friday, June 19.
Draw me close to You
Never let me go
I lay it all down again
To hear You say that I'm Your friend
You are my desire
No one else will do
'Cause nothing else could take Your place
To feel the warmth of Your embrace
Help me find the way
Bring me back to You
You're all I want
You're all I've ever needed
You're all I want
Help me know You are near
clock says 8:39 PM, Thursday, June 11.
almost there, looking forward to a bit of precious rest after being busy for so long.
then on to SISPEC!
i hope.
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clock says 4:31 PM, Saturday, May 30.
finally.
clock says 6:51 PM, Saturday, May 23.
clock says 9:58 AM, .
clock says 2:29 AM, Saturday, May 9.
so sick.
so tired.
so needing to be unwired.
time is short.
time is swift.
away from this place i wanna drift.
ah, i give up.
...
..
.
so tired.
so needing to be unwired.
time is short.
time is swift.
away from this place i wanna drift.
ah, i give up.
...
..
.
clock says 2:14 AM, .
Lord, i've done it yet again. i was selfish. i was stubborn. i refused to listen to Your dissuasion. i've hurt someone. i've hurt a friend. a close friend. Lord, i'm not proud of what i've done. i need help. help me heal the wounds that i am guilty of causing. help me with forgiveness. forgiveness from her. forgiveness from myself. forgiveness from You. it's dark and cold. i hardly recognise the guy in the mirror anymore. his motives, his lies, his disgracefulness. help! i need Your help, Jesus. i am weary, fighting with the world, fighting with temptation, fighting with myself. so sick and so tired. who am i? i feel like crumbling to pieces, helpless to change, helpless to move, helpless to matter. it's so easy to pull back into a shell again. i can't fight this on my own. help me, Lord.
help.
clock says 10:48 PM, Saturday, May 2.
blogging less.
thinking less.
doing less.
less.
.
thinking less.
doing less.
less.
.
clock says 8:32 PM, Thursday, April 30.
tired.
extremely.
hard to focus.
on what's important.
on what matters most.
clock says 10:10 PM, Friday, April 17.